text: Milli-May Skys  Second Choice 
   
   
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   I passed a man wearing a wholey jacket and wholey pants.He sat on the ground holding a cup.He held it out every time someone would pass.I felt bad for the man.He probably lost his wife and kids.I felt as if I were that old man.All alone in this world.With no one to call your own.I ran acrossed the busy street trying not to run into puddles left by the rain storm the night before.I still didn't understand why I kept running to his every need.My mother would be so disappointed if she knew where I'd be.Unless she already knew...Some say your loved ones are still with you even though they are gone.If she was with me still I would feel her right?I never really believed in all that afterlife stuff.To me they are just dead and thats the end of it.My mother had passed away a year ago from cancer.My father decided to leave her in the past and marry again.So now I live with my father and so called step mother in Manhattan.I was just a veiw blocks away from where I was going.My father nor Angie knew where I was.I would just up and leave.They assumed I was with friends.Oh I was with a friend if thats what you want to call it.His name is Dylayn Davison.Hes the most coolest kid in my school.Hes irrisitable to all the girls including me.A senior and a going for pro skater.All I want to be is his girl.Just for him to call me his girl.But unfortunetly all I am is his booty call.I try to push the thought of me forever just being his booty call out of my head and tell myself one day I will be his girlfriend.But that one day has yet to come.Hes still in a relationship with the head cheerleader Courtney Myers.Shes everything I will never be.She has long blonde shiny hair.Beautiful crystal blue eyes.Perfect body that every guy wants.Everything about her is perfect and I'm just ordinary...I'm way over my head...I had a choice to just turn around and go back home but of course I deny...Something about this guy keeps bringing me back to him.Maybe its his grey-blue eyes and flippy black hair.Or maybe its the way he holds me after we are done.Either way I can't stay away from him.Believe me I've tried...I finally got to the apartments.I showed the guard my school ID. 
     
   "Bridgette you know you don't have to show me your ID..."The guard said with a kind smile. 
     
   "I know Mike but it makes me feel like its my first time coming here."I smiled. 
     
   He rolled his eyes playfully while letting Dylyan know I was here. 
     
   "Go on up."He said. 
     
   I nodded and went in the elevator.I went up 15 floors.I checked myself in the reflection on the walls of the elevator.I let out a long breath.The elevator made a beep noise and then opened to his apartment.He was waiting infront of the elevator for me.His shirt off and basketball shorts on.He didn't like to waste time.He grabbed my hand and pulled me into a kiss.His hands went up my shirt and cupped my breasts as he deepend the kiss. 
     
   "It took you long enough."He breathed as he picked me up. 
     
   "Yeah sorry."I mummbled wrapping my legs around his waist. 
     
   He brought me to his room and let his self fall on the bed.He landed ontop of me.We both laughed. 
     
   "I'm gunna go get a condom.You take you pants and underwear off."He winked and disappeared into the bathroom. 
     
   I did as he said and waited. 
     
   "Shirt too."He said throwing the condom on the bed. 
     
   I took my shirt off as he took his pants and boxers off.He jumped ontop of me and kissed my neck. 
     
   "Uh bra too sweet cheeks."He smerked. 
     
   I rolled my eyes playfully and took my bra off.He opened the condom and put it on. 
     
   "Ready?"He asked. 
     
   "As always."I said with a fake smile. 
     
   The only bad thing about having sex with Dylyan was that he just shoved it in.He didn't even get me going or nothing.He didn't slow down at all but I was used to it.I mean I should be...I've been haveing sex with him sence one year ago.And still nobody knows...It's surprising actually.Everybody knows everybodies business in this school.He grabbed my hips and went inside me.I flinched at the pain for a view seconds.He went fast as usual.Everytime we had sex I would have one orgasm.I guess I was just one of those girls that can only have one orgasm .He went deeper and harder.He kept asking if I like that.As usual I would moan yes.He bit my neck hard making me gasp.One hand groped my left breast.I moaned as he went faster.The only time he would slow down was when he was cuming.He would make this one face I would adore.His mouth was a little bit open and his eyebrows were pulled together.He would whisper oh yeah when he would start to cum.He pulled my hair roughly as he kept going.He went in real deep and I moaned loudly.He kept going and I soon I felt a orgasim coming on.I scratched his back roughly as I moaned.He went faster and faster until he made that one face.He pulled out and rolled over on his back.He took the condom off and threw it away.He turned and wraped his arm around me.I nuzzled against his chest.I slowly closed my eyes.This was my favorite part. 
     
   "Hey babe!I almost forgot!"He said loudly making me fling up. 
     
   "You have to go right now beacuse Courtney will be here soon."He said. 
     
   I rolled my eyes and put my clothes back on as he watched me.He slipped his shorts back on and stood up.He wrapped his arms around me as I brushed my hair with his brush.He kissed my neck up to my ear. 
     
   "I love you."He whispered and then kissed my ear. 
     
   I turned around and kissed him. 
     
   "I love you too."I said. 
     
   He kissed me hard and then walked me to the elevator.We kissed one more time and I turned to get in the elevator.He smacked my ass as I walked.I shook my head.I heard him chuckle.The elevator doors closed.I bit my lip remembering what we had just done."Good day miss Powell."Mike said tipping his hat.I waved and walked down the siement path to the white gate entrance.I looked up from my grey and blue vans.There she was...Her head tossed back as she laughed with her two friends.Her two friends were Brooke and Andy.I walked with my head down.Courtney glared at me.I could hear them snicker about my messy hair.I wanted to turn around and tell them why my hair was messy but it would ruin everything.I called for a taxi. 
     
   "Where to Miss?"The taxi guy asked. 
     
   "To Brooklyn street."I said. 
     
   He dropped me off and I payed him.I walked up the steps and into my house.My father was rich.It irriatated me how Angie pretended she loved him just for the money. 
     
   "Oh Darling.Your hair."Angie said. 
     
   I rolled my eyes and walked to my room.I went to my bathroom and took a shower.When I came out Candice my best friend was sitting on my bed with a fearious look. 
     
   "Okay look I can explain."I said. 
     
   I was supposed to hang out with her today while she baby sat.I couldn't pass Dylyn up... 
     
   "Keep going."She nodded. 
     
   "My dad had bring your kid into work day today and I couldn't disappoint him."I said. 
     
   "I just saw your dad in town earlier and he said he hasn't seen you all day.So try again."She said. 
     
   Sooner or later I was gunna have to tell her.I keep blowing her off.I can't tell her yet...I can't tell anyone..They just wouldn't understand.I sat down next to her. 
     
   "Okay I do have something to hide.This has been going on for along time.I just don't know how to tell you."I said. 
     
   "Bridge you know you can tell me anything and I will never think different of you."She said. 
     
   I nodded. 
     
   'I've been sleeping around with Dylyn."I blurrted out. 
     
   Her mouth fell open. 
     
   "Dylyn Davidson!?!?"She asked standing up. 
     
   I nodded. 
     
   "Candi you promised you wouldn't think differently of me."I said. 
     
   "I don't but this is some real shit.I thought you were going to tell me you had a drug problem."She said. 
     
   "I know and I can't stop."I said. 
     
   "Bridgette!!!"She yelled. 
     
   "I know its wrong but I like him."I said. 
     
   "Enough to be his little toy."She asked. 
     
   "Its not even like that."I said. 
     
   "Hun it is."She said. 
     
   "Well I'm just waiting for him and Courtney to break up.He told me himself he would be mine."I said. 
     
   She shook her head. 
     
   "Are you guys careful?"She asked. 
     
   I nodded. 
     
   "What if Courtney finds out?Have you thought about that?"She asked. 
     
   "I'll deal with it when it happens."I said. 
     
   "Your playing with fire."She said. 
     
   "Then let me get burned.I have to make my own mistakes."I said throwning up my hair. 
     
   "Well what ever happens you know I'll always be there."She said. 
   
   
   Publication Date: March 8th 2014 https://www.bookrix.com/-aj362face961925