text: Tierney Tibbs You can only live once 
   
   
   how it all started and end 
   8/1/13 Dear Diary,  
       
          It is summertime and only a few days before school starts and it is very scary already in tenth grade I remember I was in 5th grade I had the biggest crush on Max but he had a crush on the stupid twins Alex and Alexandria they have never been the brightest but they made it up for prettiness but now they are just plain out hot. Sometimes I think he like them to get close to me but I know that is not true. Alex and I were best friends cause we were on the volleyball team together. I have to go get ready for bed talk to you tomorrow bye. 
   
   
     
   
   
   8/6/13 Dear Diary, 
   
   
     
   
   
       Yah we go to school today and I have 3 out of the 8 class with him you know Max but it is ok he likes Mia she is one of my use to be best friends, my name is Eve and this is the story on how I ended up in the hospital on the day 5/7/14. 
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
          It all started in 9th grade I had the best friend in the world name Mia, she help me with a lot I help her with a lot and slowly we became best friends. I have never thought of hurting myself till I meet Earvine, she was one of Mia friends she started to take her away from me, and that hurt me which that  caused me do do things I did not want to and it hurt the people around me and from then on I knew that I was depressed. I did not like it caused me to slack off in classes, and it brought my grades from A’s to C’s, B’s to F’s and ever since then I not smerk or even laugh, I have been wearing dark clothes everyday and the same old jaket with a hood all my closet consent of is Black, Gray and Dark Blue. I cry myself to sleep every night for the past 3 months since I met her it is like she is ruining my life I went from happy smiling color to black dark and worst of all DEPRESSED ik it is not something to laugh about and i am putting out there, guess what I am  DEPRESSED and that is were it all started or was it? 
   
   
     
   
   
          Fifth grade   Eve P.O.I 
     Oh my look at the new kid he is so dreamy and h-h-hot there i said it he is hot i have never said to his face but I think he knows i think he is Hot and all i want to do is just go up to him and kiss him but what if his girlfriend finds out, Mia I am going to kill you for stealing my man and you are going to regret everything. 
   
   
     
   
   
   Fifth grade  Mia P.O.I 
       I wanted to walk up to Eve but I did not have the confidence to and ik she likes  Max but I saw him and could not keep my mind, eyes, or even month off of him. 1 minute I was in a chair next minute  mine and his lips one on one it was not as I imagine, I think I like him just for the money I do not know I was only 11 and now in 9th going into 10th I don't even want to look at him but all I really want to say is I am so sorry Eve I hope we can still be friends. 
   
   
     
   
   
      Day 1 
           Oml I see her Mia, and she is walking right towards me what can i do, not want to be a rude person and walk away. 
   “H-h-hhey Eve” said Mia 
   “Hey Mia do u need anything “ said Eve  
   “NO.. can you just get over the fact that i dated max and you did not I mean Damn if it is that big of a deal is single go date him but I thought that you would want a friend over a stupid boyfriend but I guess i do not need another friend.. *Cries* why do people no like me” said Mia  
   “W-w-w-wait stay, you are pretty cool and I do not want to date max he wants to date me so therefore there is no problem with us being friend… *smiles*  friends *holds out her hand waiting for Mia to shake it.*”  
   “Friends”said Mia   
   -walks to 1st period with Mia which has to be with mia- 
   So there now you have it we are friends and that is the end of the story bye. 
   Oh wait you have not heard of the other characters ugh. Fine here it is. 
   In a different school at a different time way different time. 
   In flordia  
     Hi my name is Emmanuel i go to FSH which stand for Florida State High I am 17 and i am in the 11th grade there you know who i am can i go now? 
   “NOO” said Earvine  
   “Tell them more about yourself tell them your blood type if you are DEPRESSED or not” said Earvine 
   Fine i am sorry i am a type A for blood and I am DEPRESSED if you must know it all started when my parents died in the fire of 2009 so there for i have been a foster child for 4 years and I like to keep it all to myself and no one likes me so i do not like no one other than 1 person which I can not say but there is already people that hate me which is. 
   Alexander 
   Emiliano 
   Alexandria  
   Alex 
   
   But the sad part of it all is the whole school is shutting down and then closes state that will take us in is Georgia which is 2 hours behind us so therefore they might be behind us in learning or ahead i do not know about equal to us. We have to be out of the school by tomorrow at 3:05 which is 1:05 in Georgia. There now you know more about me and the school that we have for another 24 hrs so i will see you tomorrow last day of school for now.  
   Ok school is done with (T-T ) over i mean there is 360 total kids to deal with so all ik is everyone who hates me is going to georgia and so am i. 
   
   
     
   
   
   9-22-13 Dear Diary 
   
   
     
   
   
                       We just had a lot of new kids come  the meanest one i fine was one of our own everyone was just so nice to me and everyone.. But i still find one person very hot Max his blue eyes and almost perfect gray and black hair just says something to  me than a blue eye blue hair person he is so hot i still want to kiss his lips to see if they taste like honey and raspberries. 
   
   
     
   
   
   9/23/13 *hacked by Max* 
   Helo eve i know this belongs to u because it says property of eve do not touch  but if you ever get a chance to read this then u will know that i like u alot but u do not like me know  but if u want to talk i am here for u my cell is 434-566-1785 call me when u like too love you. Sence you do not love me back what is the point of breathing or even living huh?/ *rip page out*  
   
   
     
   
   
   9/23/13 
   
   
     
   
   
                  Hoi…… i found this here. 
   
   
     
   
   
   “H-h-h-h-hey do u see it yet” said Mia 
   Eve says “No what tell me what you heard or saw” 
   “Max killed himself because he figure out that u like him more like love him and then hated him and does not want anything to do with him now…”Mia said 
   -run homes crying her eyes out- 
   6 days later  
   -click- -click- ohh i like this station ~16 year old Maxwell took his own life because felt love was too stupid to leave fo... -click- *knock on the door*  
   “I will get it” said eve  
   H-h-hello i am Francesca I am new around her and I was wondering if i could ask a few questions about here or this place? 
   “Yah i would be glad to come in make yourself at home” eve sai 
   Is has there been  any recent deaths and if so the causes. 
   ~cries loud and hard over Max 
   “Y-y-yes t-t-there h-h-has b-b-been * takes a deep breath*  his name was max he was 16 and killed himself 6 days ago and that is all for the past 6 years.” said eve 
   I am so so so sorry to hear about that  
   “ it is ok people say it will take a while to get over it you know since it is a death but honestly i do not think i will never get over this he was my first and now he is my last you better go i am not feeling good” said eve 
   Ok bye eve good luck  and if you need anything i am right down the street at 5934 gobble Ln. Bye.  
   I sit on the bathroom sink the door is lock and i be gained to write “ if Max can kill himself then so can i goodbye world” ~takes a razer and cuts her wrist 16 on both arms “there is blood everywhere in the sink, bathtub, and the toilet “ next thing i know is that i was on the floor and then someone breaks down the door and i wake up to a bright light and then 16 people all around me and lots tubes into my neck face but I can not move it is like i am strapped down I feel like i can fly then  i see everyone around me cryin then i start to think *wait am i dead yes i did it but i do not feel dead i feel like i aam in a* no i am am not dead i look at the paper   23  year old Eve  reason here coma time of death than i hear this terrible sound like~beep beep beeeeeeeeeeeeee wait i am rly de!…. As i wake up to the sound of my alarm i have not been at school for 3 weeks but that is all going  to change to day in 3 weeks my scars are not healed up yet why did i do this.  
   Later on that day i hear on the news ~ 2 16 year old boys killed in a major account the names of the boy is Alexander and Emiliano bothing went to FSH and Georgia high school the police say they were both intoxicated when driving a ford mustang the people they crash into was a teenager that also go to Georgia High School name of the person they crash into was Mia she has no scars cuts of bruises she does have a really bad migraine which was not cause by the crush but mia is in great condition. 
   After that everything mia did i was always there with her till i met the new person name Emmanuel he is almost as hot as max but max was still way hotter so no biggie but we went on 3 dates 1st was to the park 2nd was to a movie and 3rd was to a very romantic dinner with candies flowers and really good food then we dated for 6 months but it all went by so face but them he dump me for this other girl name carrie and that is were round 2 can in but this time it was worst i threw myself down the stairs and jump off of a 19ft roof shack thing which cause me to break my leg and fracture 37 bones i was not able to go to school for 3 months from that moment on i knew no one will ever love me like max did and still does.  
   3 months later  
   
   
     
   
   
   I go to school everyone is staring at me i see posted notes on and in my locker and one said ~next time you try to kill yourself make sure you complete what you started so there is the 3rd time in the school bathroom i took a knife and stab my stomach and it hurt so bad but boy did i start to think *if i die people will miss me and people do love me cause one of the notes was from Francesca  and it said ~ we love you i love you and we are always her for you* so i stop stabbing myself if it was not for the person right next to me or Francesca i would be dead. I was rush to the hospital were i had to get 6 sticks and and a counselor to help me we met 6 times a week other than sunday which was the day god took a rest from building the earth he had created so i get to sleep in other than waking up at 6 am every morning and staying out till 12pm which she made me feel alot better about myself and who i was as a person but than round 4 when my own counselor got into an account at 530 in the morning when she was in a rush to get over hear and a car hit her in the rear and other hit her in the nose of the car she passed away in the hospital and then i got in my car i was 17 had a license and a car and ran a red light and a car hit me in the side in the car and i thought this could be it but is was not it is like this one person want me to be alive like early today  i learned 2 more people died in a car accident which was emmanuel and carrie and i started to think* why is everyone dying in a car accented and i am not it is like i am immune to it and it sucks but then 1 good thing help me out i got to meet the presented in person not for a good reason and the presents daughter which were butts other than other than that i felt like i knew Alex from somewhere but i do not remember oh wait 5th grade volleyball. I went into a world records for most time going to the emergency room more than 16 times in a year but i was happy about it but than i am like  
   “ sir 2 of my friends would like to meet you there names are Mia and Francesca they both go to GHS with me and they are so happy that you might become a teacher next year which we will be in the 11th grade. The present told me in person 
    “try not harm myself anymore he is losing half his population because of wrecks and suicides”  
   “Yes sir i will try my hardest and that work for another 6 months till over the summer i met this guy he is cute and hot he loves to sing dance act and play ball next thing i know he is in the 11th grade and he is a transfer student so there is only 2 High School he can go to so he is going to the school GHS which when i found out i was so happy and then i grew feelings for him and so did he for me we were so happy and peace full and we dated for 3 years high school love we thought it would last forever but it did i lasted till i was 23 and here is why i found 2 boys at the same way but 1 i really like anyone really like me and it was hard to decide so i chose him his name is kam and i ws so happy i thought i found true love but then Francesca feel in love with the other one named kevin but i found out Francesca and kam have had make-out session and so i did the same to kevin and then i got pregnant first i told kam  it was his child then i told kevin it was his so than one day when i had my baby i was 21 i had a DNA test on her but what cam does not know is that me and him never had sex unlike me and kevin so the baby came out to be Kevin and me and Cam split up at 21 and then Kevin killed himself because he was not ready to be a dad it said in his note. 
   
   
     
   
   
   Dear Eve,  
        I love you with all my heart and no one will love you as much as i do but i am not ready to be a father to a beautiful child like ours so i decided i am going to end it right her before you find this and i am still alive and you save me, my dead body will be at 6184 haven ln. Right across from starbucks by the dumpsters i already blame my death on stressed i call the police right before i killed myself and said ”hey there is a 22 year old boy trying to kill himself and 6184 haven ln.” And then shot myself on the phone i give all my money to you and all my golf goes to my bub Kam and then I knew i love you and  i just wanted you to have the best life ever. 
   
   
     
   
   
   *cries really hard* I did have the best life with you and now you have change that and now i am done so many people that ik have died or killed there self and it is aggravating  I just want everyone and everything will go back together and it is killing me inside out but . -there is were the last round started-  
   “I am tired of it, if everyone else can die why cant i so i will try something new” 
   -gets a rope from the first aid kit and ran to the living room and tied the rope around the cenderler- 
   “ I am not ready it is just right now no one is here for me only Me but she is in florida and she can not stop  ne nor Francesca cause she is died to so let's go” 
   -but first i cut my wrist 16 time on each wrist so i can bleed out and die from lack of oxygen- 
   ~16 yr old eve is in rly bad shape after cutting herself and then  hanging herself but thank u to Mia she was going to walk in as soon as mia hung herself but we will be keeping an eye for her~ 
   ~5 days later 16 yr old Mia passed away after a long and hard fight with depression. 
   “Eve u were a nice person and i do not know how many funeral we have to go threw to tell u that but now it is urs but even if god gave us a chance of bringing u back to live i still would not take cause u are in an amazing place and there in not killing weapons there so we love u see u soon -mumbles under breath real soon- it was a amazing chance i had to be friends with u. 
   
   
     
   
   
   2 yrs later 
   ~18yr old Mia has past away with cancer that she has had for 6 yrs and she is in a better place. 
   (but little do they know it was not just cancer) 
     
   
   
   Publication Date: August 31st 2018 https://www.bookrix.com/-qm00826d50e86a5