text: Taylor Michael Hannah.... 
   
   
   Understanding  
   
  Love or lie? Was it just a game to see how long you could play with my heart until It finally breaks? Well, good luck! I've built my walls so high, it'll be awhile till anyone can knock them down again. My heart can't possibly break anymore since you destroyed it the first time. Yes, I may not be over you, but I'm starting to push you away more and more each day. Even if it's one of the hardest things I have ever done. I can't get you out of my head, constantly, I'm constantly thinking about you, what you're doing, how you feeling, and if everything okay. I don't know why, but your always on my mind. Even if I dont want to be. I want you to be happy with someone you want to be happy with. I don't want you to go through misery so that I can be happy with someone I don't deserve. So be happy with whoever you want, I dot matter anymore. Chose who will treat you the best, and don't let anyone break your heart. Don't make the same mistakes I have. But your also not as low as I am, so you probably won't. Well I'm just trying to say pick the best for you. I need to move on and so do you! So I think us seeing different people is best for now. All I hope is that I am over you before I move to Florida, because if not, I'll be miserable trying to get over you while I'm moving. But moving on is just weird. I have no clue how it is, but it just is. I guess I dont want to accept the fact that 'we're' over. Think it would be awkward for us I we didn't both move on. But I would be better if I got I got over you now. Heh, I also think we shouldn't see eachother outside of school either. Nonuntil we both have moved on. Only because when we have time alone together we do things straight friends wouldn't. But were not straight. Then the rest of the week I'm occupied by thinking about what we done. I think about if it was worth it.... Or if it was another one of my mistakes. I want you too badly. But I'm afraid that if I get you again I'll ruin it or well become less of friends.  
   
   
   Publication Date: November 1st 2011 https://www.bookrix.com/-taylor.teddy