text: Olivia Price It's just him. Dad is dad. It's just him. 
   
   
   Drunk.  
   
   
               Used to be is yelling again I'm trying to sleep again too. "Kiara Bank,get out of here!" That's what I call my Dad'Used to be',because he used to be the best dad ever. He would take me out to ice-cream, tell me and mom he loved us all the time and take off of numerous days of work just to be with us. Mom staggered out of the master bed room obvious to be tired of her used to be the dream come true. "Derek, baby." My strong mother whined. "You need rest, a good meal, and a decent celebration to go to after work,some place like home."Used to be rolled his big now redded eyes and yelled "Matter of fact your right get in the kitchen and make me a decent meal, NOW!" Mom half limped,half ran to the kitchen to make used to be a huge dinner one we had of roman noodles and one he's about to have of steak, chicken, rice, and my moms favorite mixed vegetables with white meat making my thin-filled stomach growl I could smell the simmering meat from my huge space in the basement. Used to be stopped being Dad when my little sister Kayy was born. For a long time he had been secretly abusing my little sister. I never cry that's one thing abot me that is wierd, I never cry. Though the night I walked in on him abusing her, I screamed, I cried and I bust his eye out of uncontrollable rage with my mothers favorite flower vase. I kept on hitting him until my fingers were nothing but cuts and blood. Later I found out that I had bust is head and knocked out three of his teeth. My used to be is crying his eyes out right now. I can here my mom telling him it's not his fault and we still love him and he's still our role model and the best dad ever. I'm probaly the only one in the house that knew mom was lying,my sisters and my brother were probaly  in their rooms thinking it's all over now Dad loves us and in the morning they will sadly find out that is terribly so not the case."Sweet mother of God!" I heard used to be say,then I heard the horrible sounds of vomit. After the sounds ended I knew my mommmy my role model is on her knees cleaning up his disgustings,stanky,clumpy vomit with him slurring out I love yous and sweet smiles. "KaKa?" Used to be calling by my nickname drunk al- most makes me want to run up and hug him so hard I can't explain it. "Get out!" I forced those words to come out of my mouth."KaKa, I'm so sorry." I bet he forced those words to come out his mouth too. "Mommy!" I yelled I knew I was to old to be calling my mommy,mommy but I was just like that. "Mommy!" I yelled again tears welling in my eyes. The only thing keeping me from running and hugging him is the tears burning the crap out of my eyes because what he did to my family. Mommy came in slowly driving Used to be out of my room. After he was gone I heard the faint voice of my little sister Kayy, "KaKa?" my sister asked just like Used to be did and I knew what she was about to ask."Is everthing gonna be okay now, does Daddy love us again? When she asked that me and her burst into tears both of us knowing why the other is crying without either of us saying a word." Sweet-heart." I said. I was just like Kayy's mommy now since Used to be turned into used to be. "It's probaly never going to be the same again but I'll make it better for you." I said trying to be the mother mommy used to have time to be."Okay KaKa I do believe you." she said "G'night Kayy" "G'night KaKa" 
   
   
   
   
   He Lied.  
   
   
  "Used to be lied to us,again mommy" I whined to mommy early the next morning when everyone was sleeping. "Baby" Mommy whined back "Mommy is very tired right now and it would be very sweet of you if you go check on your siblings for me" I knew mommy was tired seriously so I did what was asked of me and went to go check on my siblings. I went downstairs and both my sisters and my brother were in my room. "What are you guys doing in here!" I yelled but when I looked at their faces I instantly regreted it. "What's up?" I asked when a tear streamed down my little brother Charles cheek. "We wanted to suprise you." My brother Charles said "We wanted to let you know how much we love you" Kayy said "I wuv you" My youngest sister Keinna said. "What are you talking about?" I said confused this hasn't happened in about a year, I always forget my......birthday. "Ohhhhh!" I yelled "It's my birthday!" "KaKa it's really something wrong with you if you can never remember your own birthday!"Kayy said laughing. I knew it was supposed to be a joke but it is true. " I was so into your birthday Charles because it's next week isn't it?" I said "Yeah but yours comes first KaKa." He said back.   
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   Publication Date: May 18th 2012 https://www.bookrix.com/-livia1999