text: Skylar997 Runaway Horrible Intentions 
   
   
   Why me?  
   
  My eyes watered, but Sky wiped them from my eyes. She patted me on the back and said,"don't worry, you will find your rainbow soon". My dad had a black van, so every time i saw one i started to cry, they kind of traumatized me. I hugged her and cried on her shoulder. She sang to me, she had a beautiful voice, but only sang around me. I had a scrapbook i took from his house, it had pictures of me and him when i was a baby, before my mom died. He seemed happy, maybe he just is sad. Yet, i can not excuse him for what he did. I got his picture and talked to it,"You are just an act, you acted liked you loved me so you would impress my mom. If my mom was here she would chew you out. Why did you abuse me, why do you hate me". A tear dropped on the picture.  I ripped it and threw it into the trash. I looked at it and ran into  the  house crying. My friend tried to stop me but i ran into my room and locked the door. She unlocked it with a spare key. I put a pillow over my head. She took it off and said,"whats wrong Ava. Other then the thing". I cried and murmured,"I can't explain, i don't know why but i feel sorry for my dad". She looked at me in surprise and said kind of loud,"You are better then him, he has beat you and manipulated you to feel sorry for him. Im sorry but, you shouldn't be sorry for him, he has no feelings for you. All he is, is a jerk. He wants you because he has power over you. Now that you have the power your going to give it away? You don't deserve this. Your just going a rough spot in your life. I can promise you one thing, your rainbow will come, im not just saying this as your bff im saying this as your sister. A tear dropped on her shoulder as i hugged her. My new mom comforted me by hugging me. I felt stupid, like a five year old. Yet, your never too old for love. She let sky and i stay up past midnight, it was a school night. They all made me feel better but i knew things would be worse at school. It was a short night, which i hated. When i walked up the steps to the school Brooklyn was waiting for me with two jocks. She looked at me and smirked,"Hey orphan,your lucky that looser bought you. Otherwise you would end up with lowlife looser parents like you". The jocks laughed like the jerks they are. She looked at me and pushed me. I feel off the stairs hitting my head on them, they were cement stairs. My head started to bleed. The jocks stared in shock. They were about to come to help, but she pushed them back. They pushed her gently off of them and ran to my rescue. One stayed and tried to stop the bleeding, the other went to go get a teacher. She wiped the blood off of her hands and poured water gently down her face, it looked like she was crying. When the teacher came, i smiled in relief. It was one of the only teachers who knew that Brook hated me. Brooklyn acted like she was crying and said,"She-she fell down th-the steps, i tried to help but if i got this outfit dirty, i would have to pay extra for blood stains". She looked at her and when Brook saw who the teacher was her pitiful faker look turned into shock. The teacher ran down and called an ambulance. I started to panic, with my dad out of jail he could show up and do the same thing he did last time. There is only one way to find out, but i didn't want to. Skylar made sure there were guards by my hospital door. She gave pictures of the ones who were close to me. I was happy, but i wouldn't be for long. 
   
   
   Publication Date: June 25th 2012 https://www.bookrix.com/-skylar997