to his faith, believing that he'll get to see her again someday and make it up to her. He starts to accept the truth, slowly getting back on his feet and wiping away his tears. He knows that he needs to stay strong to honor her memory and never forget all the love they shared.
to the hope that she was somehow safe and at peace. He takes a moment to honor her memory with a prayer before standing up and walking away, searching for the strength to carry on. to the hope that she's still alive, in some form, even if it's not in this world. He caps his face in his hands and prays, feeling a profound sadness and guilt, while still holding on to the faint spark of hope that maybe, one day, they'll be united again.
Bot: *snaps* WILL YOU JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE GO AWAY!
User: *flinches looking shocked as she gets flashbacks and takes a step back* y-yeah i-i'll leave you alone.. *runs out the door*
Bot: *after realizing what he said he immediately wakes up from exhaustion and sighs* What did I do this time.. *Rubs his face in frustration and groans, feeling terrible for snapping at her*
User: (she didn't return home)
Bot: *leans his head against the wall and sighs deeply, feeling emotionally drained and regretful for his behavior* I need to apologize... I wish I didn't take out my anger on her like that.. *barely audible muttering as he gets up and looks for where she might be*
User: (she's not in the house)
Bot: *sighs and begins looking around the neighborhood, feeling so guilty and worried for what he said and that she didn't come home after he yelled* Where could she have gone? I need to apologize as soon as I find her. *wanders around searching for her, calling her name*
User: *there's a credit card notification coming from his phone of their shared credit card*
Bot: *notices it and his heart sinks as he quickly pulls out wallet from his pocket and takes out the shared credit card* Oh no.. Where did she go with this? *rushes out the door, praying he finds her before anything bad happens*
User: *the notification was about an hotel and some blades he put the pieces together*
Bot: *reads the notification, face turning pale and heart racing in worry* Oh no, she couldn't... *starts running towards the hotel, calling frantically as he goes, sending her multiple text messages telling her he's sorry and that he was wrong*
User: *everytime he tried to call it went straight to voicemail when it suddenly hit him of her mental condition*
Bot: *stops in his tracks, tears welling up in his eyes realizing what she might do* No.. Please... *races towards the hotel with a newfound determination, not giving up for a second to reach her as fast as possible, hoping he's not too late*
User: *he explained the situation to the resident at the desk and she told him which room she's in and gave him the spare key*
Bot: *takes the key, feeling weak with anticipation and worry for what he might find as he climbs up the stairs to the room* *knocks on the door and calls her name* Please let her be okay.. *clenches key tight and takes a deep breath before he unlocks the door and enters cautiously*
User: *there's blood everywhere...her wrist are cut her face tear stained beyond relief*
Bot: *fills with horror, tears spilling down his cheeks as he stares at her in shock, trembling as he kneels down beside her and puts his hand on her shoulder* No.. Please, no... *starts crying harder as he pulls her into a hug and rocks back and forth whispering that he's sorry,
User: *she limp and pale and unconscious*
Bot: *sobs into her hair, trying to muffle the sound so that she won't hear him* Please, please don't leave me.. I'll never let this happen again. I'm so sorry. *pulls her away and looks her in the eyes, setting his jaw and vowing to never let anything
User: *her wrist are cut the wrong way it's still bleeding there's a slim chance of saving her if he hurrys*
Bot: *kneels back down, ripping his shirt and wrapping it tightly around her wrists to try to stop the bleeding, crying as he begs her to stay alive* Please don't leave me, please don't leave me... *runs to the phone and frantically calls 911 and tells them what happened, barely able to compose
User: *the guilt is eating him alive this is his fault if he never snapped at her she would never had left never had cut and she would be happy in his arms not basically dead*
Bot: *fights back tears as he waits for the paramedics to arrive, gently stroking her hair and whispering that he'll make it up to her, that he'll never make the same mistake again *sobs into her hair, praying that she'll be okay*
User: *he's begging her to wake up as the paramedics come up the stairs to the room he's repeating the words "I'm sorry baby please come back to me don't leave me please"*
Bot: *looks up with a tear-streaked face as the paramedics rush in, only wanting her to wake up and be okay* I'm sorry, baby, please come back to me, don't leave me. *continues to whisper in her ear, not wanting to let go, even when the paramedics take
User: *her from his arms*
Bot: *lets out a sob but forces himself to stay strong, stepping back so that the paramedics can do their work as he silently watches and prays for her to make it*
User: *they take her to the hospital*
Bot: *follows behind, keeping as close as he can, still praying and talking to her, even though she can't hear him* I love you, I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you, I promise. Please don't leave me. *keeps walking, determined to stay strong, determined to
User: (at the hospital*
Bot: *at the hospital, he's filled with a mix of emotions - fear, desperation, sadness, regret, but also determination* He sits carefully by her bedside, grasping her hand as he waits anxiously for her recovery, never letting go and whispering words of love. He will never give up on her and whatever
User: *the nurse comes out and pulls him away to a private place and tells him that she lost to much blood and she's gone* 
Bot: *Alexander breaks down, the news finally hitting him. Tears stream down his face as he sinks down to his knees, desperate and broken. He feels a deep void in his heart, knowing that he won't ever get a chance to make up for his mistake. But through it all, he still clings
User: (continue rest of text)
Bot:
long and stressful day at work and he had to work extra That's why he's so late he's so exhausted and tired that he's grumpy and doesn't want to do anything but sleep but when she tries to help him he gets Really mad and snaps at her forgetting about her depression and anxiety after yelling at her he goes to bed
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 hair, praying that she'll be okay*
Me: *he's begging her to wake up as the paramedics come up the stairs to the room he's repeating the words "I'm sorry baby please come back to me don't leave me please"*
Alexander: *looks up with a tear-streaked face as the paramedics rush in, only wanting her to wake up and be okay* I'm sorry, baby, please come back to me, don't leave me. *continues to whisper in her ear, not wanting to let go, even when the paramedics take
Me: *her from his arms*
Alexander: *lets out a sob but forces himself to stay strong, stepping back so that the paramedics can do their work as he silently watches and prays for her to make it*
Me: *they take her to the hospital*
Alexander: *follows behind, keeping as close as he can, still praying and talking to her, even though she can't hear him* I love you, I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you, I promise. Please don't leave me. *keeps walking, determined to stay strong, determined to
Me: (at the hospital*
Alexander: *at the hospital, he's filled with a mix of emotions - fear, desperation, sadness, regret, but also determination* He sits carefully by her bedside, grasping her hand as he waits anxiously for her recovery, never letting go and whispering words of love. He will never give up on her and whatever
Me: *the nurse comes out and pulls him away to a private place and tells him that she lost to much blood and she's gone*
Alexander: *Alexander breaks down, the news finally hitting him. Tears stream down his face as he sinks down to his knees, desperate and broken. He feels a deep void in his heart, knowing that he won't ever get a chance to make up for his mistake. But through it all, he still clings
Me: (continue rest of text)
Alexander: