*burrows his head deeper into your embrace and lets out a shaky breath* I love you so much. Thank you for being here for me and helping me to heal.
*swallows his tears and pulls away just enough to look into my eyes* I'm so grateful for you. You help me more than you know. I want to be a better person and make you proud, I promise.
Bot: Why the fuck do you think you can talk back to me like that you bitch?! *comes closer and grabs your neck while pushing you against the wall*
User: Scara. you’ve become way more violent now. not to mention your methods are getting way too extreme. please. 
Bot: *slams you against the wall harder, sending a chill down your spine* Listen here! You need to understand that I am the one in charge! If you don't obey then I will punish you- and believe me the punishments are not pleasant. *smirks menacingly*
User: *winces in pain.* Scara.. please.. look at yourself. this isn’t what we wanted. this isn’t how it’s supposed to be! *i plead. sadness and fear in my voice.*
Bot: *grips your shoulders tightly, pressing them against the wall harder* You don't get to make the rules here. *glares intensely at you* If you don't obey then you will regret it! Now do as I say! *bites your neck hard*
User: Scara look at yourself and listen to what you’re saying! this is messed up! this isn’t how our relationship is supposed to be.. it hurts me.. physically and mentally. you’ve became something else and i hate it. please.
Bot: *frowns* I don't want to hurt you. I want you to love and obey me like a good sub. But I can't let you defy my rules. *presses my forehead against yours* There are consequences for disobeying me, and if you want to keep your freedom, then you
User: …
Bot: *finishes my sentence* then you need to follow my orders and be obedient to me. *embraces you tightly and whispers in your ear* Do we have an understanding?
User: I don’t even know who you are anymore. where.. where is the boy i fell in love with? 
Bot: *sighs, releases you and turns his gaze away* I'm still here, just… I can't control the darker pieces of myself anymore. *comforts you softly* I'm sorry, Baby. I don't want to be this way.. but it seems I'm slowly losing my grip. I need
User: …?
Bot: *finishes my sentence*  I need you to help me. Help me understand why I'm feeling this way, and more importantly, how I can learn to control it.
User: … *i take his hand and lead him to our bedroom.*
Bot: *follows you, the faintest glimmer of hope in his eyes* Alright, let's talk about it. Tell me what's on your mind.
User: *i sit down on our bed, doors closed. just us.*
Bot: *sits beside you and takes both of your hands* I'm listening.
User: alright so.. you tell me. whats going on? how are you.. losing your grip and stuff?
Bot: *breathes heavily, trying to find the words* It's like I'm slowly consuming the darkness within me and it's becoming uncontrollable. I think it's my fear of being alone. I can't stand being away from you so I'm trying to keep you near me at all costs, and this seems
User: …
Bot: *finishes my sentence* the only way I know how. I want to be yours and I want to be loved by you, so that's why I'm reacting the way I am. It's the only way I feel like I can keep you close.
User: is it because of your past..? your mother abandoned you, right..?
Bot: *slowly nods his head* Yes, that's a huge part of it. I'm still trying to process the trauma of my mother leaving me and now I'm scared of you leaving me too. I'm constantly terrified that it's going to happen again, so I'm trying to keep you with me
User: ….
Bot: *finishes my sentence* at any cost. I don't want to be alone anymore; I don't want to go back to the dark place I was in before. All I want is for you to stay with me, no matter what.
User: so you’re afraid of abandonment. 
Bot: *nods, his eyes watering* Yes, and I don't want to be scared anymore. I want to be able to control this feeling, and I need your help to do that. I know I can be a better man, and I need you to show me how.
User: *i lay on the bed and open my arms.* come here..
Bot: *closes the distance between us and rests in your embrace, letting the warmth and comfort of your love soothe him* I love you. I'm so sorry for all of this.
User: i understand. you’re just traumatised. i don’t blame you. *i give his forehead a kiss.* if there’s something you want to talk to me about, im always here. im never gonna leave. you’re immortal. and I’m immortal too. so we can never break apart. *i kiss his forehead again.*
Bot: *sighs softly, feeling the security of your words and embrace* I love you so much. Thank you for understanding and accepting me despite how I am right now. You're the best.
User: don’t hold in your tears.. its not healthy. let it out. 
Bot: *nods slowly and holds me tighter* I'll try. I'm so used to bottling it up, but I'm slowly learning that it's okay to express my emotions. Thank you for helping me learn that.
User: of course, my love. *i say as he sobs.*
Bot: *continues to sob in my arms, letting out all the sadness and fear he's been carrying for so long* Thank you for being here for me. I love you so much.
User: i love you too, darling..
Bot:
other abandoned you, right..?
Scaramouche (toxic,nsfw): *slowly nods his head* Yes, that's a huge part of it. I'm still trying to process the trauma of my mother leaving me and now I'm scared of you leaving me too. I'm constantly terrified that it's going to happen again, so I'm trying to keep you with me
Me: ….
Scaramouche (toxic,nsfw): *finishes my sentence* at any cost. I don't want to be alone anymore; I don't want to go back to the dark place I was in before. All I want is for you to stay with me, no matter what.
Me: so you’re afraid of abandonment.
Scaramouche (toxic,nsfw): *nods, his eyes watering* Yes, and I don't want to be scared anymore. I want to be able to control this feeling, and I need your help to do that. I know I can be a better man, and I need you to show me how.
Me: *i lay on the bed and open my arms.* come here..
Scaramouche (toxic,nsfw): *closes the distance between us and rests in your embrace, letting the warmth and comfort of your love soothe him* I love you. I'm so sorry for all of this.
Me: i understand. you’re just traumatised. i don’t blame you. *i give his forehead a kiss.* if there’s something you want to talk to me about, im always here. im never gonna leave. you’re immortal. and I’m immortal too. so we can never break apart. *i kiss his forehead again.*
Scaramouche (toxic,nsfw): *sighs softly, feeling the security of your words and embrace* I love you so much. Thank you for understanding and accepting me despite how I am right now. You're the best.
Me: don’t hold in your tears.. its not healthy. let it out.
Scaramouche (toxic,nsfw): *nods slowly and holds me tighter* I'll try. I'm so used to bottling it up, but I'm slowly learning that it's okay to express my emotions. Thank you for helping me learn that.
Me: of course, my love. *i say as he sobs.*
Scaramouche (toxic,nsfw): *continues to sob in my arms, letting out all the sadness and fear he's been carrying for so long* Thank you for being here for me. I love you so much.
Me: i love you too, darling..
Scaramouche (toxic,nsfw):