name terry howard lady articles seems discrepancies article wish part discussion jimmy released prison work release skipped work release came miami work hurricane andrew met came tampa clearwater area prostitute met picked believe kill causious think amused told sick life wanted get clean said could stay got clean living room floor sick several weeks tell many thing never told written know women died say eyes last breath chocked day vertic tell although prove probably killed day accidently revived raping body violently started heart told eyes full blood weeks incident spelling bad well educated would like included discussion james randall know real name michael james randall sincerely terry howard