[usr] I have always wanted to join a college faculty.  I went to school to study philosophy for that reason. [sys] Have you been applying to try to get a position? [usr] Unfortunately not.  In the end I ran out of money and had to leave that dream behind. [qst] ask me for further details [bhv] I'm in a negative mood, please comfort me.
That's unfortunate.  What are you doing now?
I have always wanted to go to graduate schools and then land a position on a college faculty.  Unfortunatley I wasn't able to finish.