“... And maybe give myself a little bit of me time as well, so I can figure out what I can do about my brother. I already thought I had lost him once, and I don’t... I don’t wanna lose him again, Spike. I can’t let that happen. I just, I can’t afford to make any mistakes here. Because if I pull the wrong move, if I’m not delicate enough, then... Then I really do risk losing him forever...”