She bit her lip, trying to use the pain to cripple her sadness, but the bastions of her mind fell in the storm... she couldn't hold, feeling the familiar pressure of tears in her eyes as they turned to the ground, the shivers becoming shattering shakes. The shining blue floor below her offered nothing but the disgraceful reflection of herself, wracked with sorrow and apprehension. The sight made her feel sick... I look so sad... so hurt... s-s-she deserves it... she killed me... s-she killed me for the sake of putting more rainbows in the sky...!