"She hates me, I attacked her and she hates me," he shouted, sobbing hard enough for his chest to hurt. "Why do I have to keep on suffering‽ Why is it always me‽ Why why why‽" he shouted to the heavens, breaking down as he began to throw everything within reach. "Why can't I ever be happy‽ Why, what have I done so wrong‽" He wanted to claw his face off, he wanted to die - maybe that way he could be happy, with no one always angry at him. 