"Yea Twi, I am 'so' very happy that I still have to watch all my friends and loved ones slowly age and die right in front of me without me being able to do anything. I have dreaded the idea of that for years, sometimes waking up screaming after dreaming of watching each and every one of you die slowly in front of me one after another." I give a slight chuckle as I lower my head down as I continue to pour out my worries. "You know for a little while I was thinking that becoming a dog might not be so bad if I didn't have to watch loved one after loved one die in my arms." I can feel the tears in the corner of my eyes but use all my willpower to keep them from falling.