Twilight sighed and closed her eyes, "Fine. I've been diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder, but that's really not the problem." Twilight realised what she just said, "Okay, it's certainly a problem, but the real thing that's getting me down is my friends in Ponyville. They just...refuse to accept what I did in Mareitania. I told them everything, or at least the things not about any of you, and the looks on their faces... Fluttershy didn't speak to me for a week afterwards, and she only spoke to me when she did because I went looking for her. Applejack said I had to be lying about some of it, and now refuses to talk about it at all. Rainbow was the most interested, but even after telling her some of the tamer stories, she soon stopped asking. Rarity pretends it didn't happen, and keeps giving me little gifts to make me feel better, and Pinkie..." Twilight hugged herself, "Even though she tries to be cheerful around me, every time I look in her eyes all I can see is how sad she is because she can't make me smile like I used to."