And with that feeling came all the rest: her personal despair at having failed to achieve success in life, the ongoing exceptional experience of working for the Royal Engineer, the whole strange situation with the batponies, the embarrassing and exhausting training of her VIP in combat, Glamerspear's feud with Kilfeather, Anonymous' incredible flowers after her gaffe, Bitsmount somehow getting away with blaming everything on a subordinate, her alien employer's naivete about Equestrian society...