"Um..." She gulped, taking a few breaths. She tried to speak, but only a small squeak escaped her mouth as she thought back to the horrors that occurred. The beatings, the crying foals, the announcement that they were all going to die... her forehooves cupped her temples as her ears drooped, eyes widening as she heard Orion's final scream, felt his blood patter over her coat. The filly shuddered and shook her head, clenching her eyes shut and sobbing. "N-No... I'm sorry, I-I can't do this...!"