"Ignoring the thing about my fate for now, I really don't need to fall any further into depression, what's this about renovations or what not? Finally adding that breakfast nook to my cell, because I want to enjoy the morning sun's rays shining down on my morning wood while eating a bowl full of cereal... or gross grubs, whatever," you asked, although part of you regretted it immediately. Don't mention your cell! Even if you're joking, Chrysalis might take it seriously, and you don't need anyone near your room right now!