While her mind sank lower into the void of memories, could Trixie feel that she was able to do so much more in her subconscious up to a point she found herself just wandering through her own mind. The deepest form of magical meditation a unicorn could ever go through she managed to achieve. She tried everything within her might to find the lost memories but it didn't matter where she went to or what she did. For it all ended up in a failed attempt. Trixie came to the conclusion that she truly had lost a part of her memory.