Well, it left me with free time. A lot of it. More free time than I ever remember having. While panicking had been a good distraction for a while, the novelty kind of wore off rather quickly.  We changelings believe that death is but sleep. But I personally feel it makes waking up in the morning a little difficult. It makes you all stiff for a start. But I'm here, I have all the time left in the world, I might as well get some practice in. And enjoy a little luxury while I'm at it. 