I look back up at the yellow sun. I could reach out to it now. I could escape. Gods above, I seriously considered it. But would he allow me to escape? And if so, for how long? It was clear that he chose to protect me from the Princes here. If I leave now, is there any guarantee he would keep doing so? Keep trying to make contact with me? If I snub my nose at him now, he may well begin attacking me, rather than being, at best, neutral.