"...Just... making sure I didn't fall completely apart, ya know? Making it so I could deal with my heartache without losing my place in the world." Once again, Lily chortled to herself. "Heh, ya know... I know I'm not the most fastidious mare in Equestria at the best of times; I know my quarters aren't as neat as they could be, but mare, when I'm feeling down the dumps, you can really see it... and you can smell it a couple of days later, too!"