Atchmon took a breath and looked up to the ceiling, before letting it out. "Before I met you, I was- I was gonna do somethin'... Somethin' stupid, an' permanent to myself, and... If you hadn't shown up," Atchmon paused as he lifted his head to look at her. "Neither one of us would be here right now." He hinted emphatically, and hoped that his gaze alone would tell her what he couldn't. 