Realizing how little time you'd probably have, you needed little further provocation as you started off down the tunnel eagerly. This was it! Ap was finally out of her cocoon! You were worried as to what she looked like, how she behaved. You knew that, despite your blossoming feelings for Chrysalis since the birth of your children and the realization that she actually loved you too, you still loved Ap, but if she had changed beyond the physical, who was to say the Ap you fell in love with was still there?