“Well, you… slowly lose your mind. The memories aren’t really in there, just like with ponies or anything else, but there’s still some muscle memory. Enough for you to fake who you used to be, or keep going and try to get some love. If you don’t get it… well, the body knows it used to be something else, or maybe the mind is still trying to control it but it isn’t working. There are stories from both sides. My father made sure it never happened to me, so I can’t tell you what it’s like from experience.”