The paradoxical feelings of wild fear and revulsion mixed oddly with the profound sense of joy he was feeling, enjoying himself despite being keenly aware he should be scared out of his mind. It was… strangely liberating. The sight of these horrific things he couldn’t even begin to comprehend being destroyed and beaten back by something as simple as vandalizing their home was strangely vindicating and he felt a profound sense of utter satisfaction in their ruination.