It was merely more time to herself, after all, and time was what she needed. Time to think of a plan, time to think of the proper way to break all of... this to a very dear friend. Time to wonder what would happen. What's she gonna do when I tell her? How should I tell her? She loves kids, parties, fun... when she hears that I've done all this, and with how unstable she can be. Rainbow bit her lip as the mud and craters passed her walking form, Just what is she gonna do? Is she gonna run? Report me to the cops? Tell Twilight before I can say anything? Her head drooped as she felt tears welling in her eyes. Maybe I should've just run away. Never come home... this hurts. Spike already tried to kill me. Spike, of all ponies! I was lucky with Rarity!