"Oh that is great to hear darling. Do you want me to make you something to eat as an I'm sorry for having to make you wait?" Seeing those beautiful eyes and that dazzling smile knowing that they will never look at me with the same love I have for her made my heart feel like it was being squeezed in a vice, slowly constricting squeezing everything out of me. But this is something I must do for her as my final act of love to her.