"I don't think it's the fact I killed somepony that's bothering me, but the fact I am okay with it that's getting to me," he paused and looked at his talent emblem, as if he was seeing it for the first time. Xvital didn't quite understand the ponies' butt destiny thing but this was clearly something that only ponies could deal with. Still, he could deal with his freakout later, once they were all safe and sound.