Part of you wanted to worry about what this development meant, of just how much stronger Chrysalis was. Part of you wanted you to feel guilty to Ap for letting another part of yourself truly love Chrysalis, for all she had said and done for you, even thought she had also said and done much against you. However, you could only allow part of yourself to feel sorry to Ap, because the rest of you was focused on loving these little worms, and you hoped... no, you knew Ap would understand.