And that's why it was so heartbreaking to see Chrysalis, with only one such connection, and to you no less, feeling like it was absolutely nothing. A lie. A betrayal. A mockery. All things that would tell her that she should have stayed the bitter, self-absorbed queen tyrant of the Changelings and simply stuck to her sinister plans for you. It hurt just to see her like that, because you knew how you'd feel. It hurt worse, because you really did care for her now, even if she thought otherwise.