Sweetie swallowed the lump that was forming in her throat.  "I don't care anymore.  I want to know.  I need to know.  I can't go on thinking it's my fault and blaming myself if it's not.  If it's my fault, then fine.  Tell me.  Please,"  Button could feel the tears fall off her face as she rested her head on his neck, "please just tell me though.  I'm sick of feeling so confused about this.  It hurts, Button.  It just hurts so much."