"Yea I mean I know you are right, but still. Once again I am the one that has to give up something, lose what is important to me, or just plain go without to make sure others aren't hurt. It is tiring. I don't have my own life because I am always working for others. Is it so bad that I just want something to work out for me?" I know that sounded a little like a child's tantrum but this has been building for too long and this is my first chance to let it out.