She awoke again still in the dark after another nightmare. She laid there for hours longer unthinking, and unmoving; as the long night chipped away at her emotional barriers. 'I'm alone... I'm so alone... I hate this. Why does it have to be like this? Why hasn't the sun come up? Why did this have to happen to me? What did I do to deserve this? Please, Celestia, let the sun up, please!' 