You nod solemnly, breathing out a sigh you didn't know you were holding. "I've been running from my responsibilities for a long time, beloved," you begin. "If what it takes to heal from this is to face the demons of our shared past, then so be it. I'll not shy away this time, love." You give her a small, wistful smile. "I will prove to you that I've grown since then… and I'll be the faithful consort that you deserved all those centuries ago."