“A-and on top of that, I had to raise a foal all on my own. A foal I very much loved since the day she was born, don’t get me wrong. But juggling an income that suddenly became halved, alongside many sleepless nights of twisting and turning, thinking about how good the world would be if I was just straight up gone... It was difficult, Calx. I mean, look at me! Take a good look at how I turned out!”