You owed a lot to Twilight. Maybe that was the reason why you felt so inclined to her. Why you felt so attached to her despite your feelings for her being purely platonic. Or so you thought. The thing was, you knew deep in your heart that despite anything that you might say... you love Twilight. The mere thought of it makes you cringe, as though the idea of having room in your heart for romance repulsed you. It was just the fact that you had spent such a long time alone, unwanted, and unloved, that you had begun to doubt whether love even existed in the first place. Now that it was in plain sight in front of you, you had your trust issues.