Button tried harder to bury his face below his hooves.  "I just didn't realize how many ponies cared about me enough to spend their time making sure I was okay.  I was so self-absorbed about losing you that I forgot about everyone else.  After that, it got better.  I haven't tried anything like that since, but it would be a lie to say I'm in a good place.  I still take my walks in the park, though when I cry now, I make sure to keep it quiet, same for when I'm at home.  I still go to sleep crying some nights, and even waking up in the middle of the night crying others.  Hell, when I got the letter saying you were coming to do interviews, I took the week before you arrived off.  I… I just…"