"Well right now, all I'm doing is... trying to be a dad, I guess... I mean, it's more than that. I'm trying to make it so that everyone can live through this crazy bullshit, but you guys are so fucking hardheaded, I think the only thing that would convince you to see things my way was if I died trying," you groaned, partly out of irritation with the circumstances and partly out of the fact Chitin was pressing down on your sternum.