You'd forgotten that when you were trapped with yourself, you allowed your mind to drift off to places best left untouched. Dark, sorrowful places. Reminders of your home world that you may never see again, the people you left behind, and how they might be feeling without you. Thoughts about how, whether it was that old world or this one, you could never truly open up to people to share the deepest feelings and weaknesses that you were afraid they would shun you for. That dark, abyssal spot in your heart that whenever you looked into, you could feel it looking back, judging you as you judged it...